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  hexiva:

                                                   Chapter Two

  Title: The Frog and the Scorpion
  Fandom: Legion (FX)
  Pairing: David Haller/Amahl Farouk
  Rating: Explicit
  Summary: After David is captured by Division 3, he refuses to accept that he’s sick. Farouk is only too happy to agree with him, and to give David the “help” he thinks he needs.
  

  The hotel is vast, grand, elegant. Farouk’s kind of place. He doesn’t pay the staff— they act as if they recognize him when he asks for a room for two, and they don’t ask for money. Another benefit of telepathy.

  01/17/19

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  hexiva:

  Title: The Frog and the Scorpion
  Fandom: Legion (FX)
  Pairing: David Haller/Amahl Farouk
  Rating: Explicit
  Summary: After David is captured by Division 3, he refuses to accept that he’s sick. Farouk is only too happy to agree with him, and to give David the “help” he thinks he needs.

  “I’m a good person, I deserve love,” David chants under his breath, reciting the words over and over. Even if no one else believes it, he does.

  01/17/19

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  okkgray:

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  danosaurs-and-philions:

  im a bad person who thinks bad thoughts like ‘ew what is that girl wearing’ and then remember that im supposed to be positive about all things and then think ‘no she can wear what she wants, fuck what other people say damn girl u look fabulous’ and im just a teeny bit hypocritical tbh

  I was always taught by my mother, That the first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are.

  READ THIS THEN READ IT AGAIN

  I saw this on here years and years ago and talk about it almost DAILY. This might be the single most important piece of information that I’ve learned on this site.

  Every single day I remind myself this

  01/17/19

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  legionfx:

  D: If you come with me tomorrow, you are gonna see things.
  S: I can handle it.
  D: You will not feel the same about me.

  01/16/19

• When My Fist Clenches, Crack it Open - Chapter 98

  David wipes at his eyes and turns the page, starts again. I am David. I survived. I didn’t deserve what happened to me. I belong to myself. David is love.

  That last part never gets any easier to write. It still feels like a lie, a delusion, a cruel joke. David is an amnesiac torture victim whose brain is so fucked that the mental parasite living in his head had to intervene to save him from himself. But the mental parasite only did that so it could do the torturing itself. Because the parasite was jealous that its victim— Because Farouk was jealous. Of Dvd, of Divad? Both?

  Both. He can’t remember but he knows anyway. Farouk would be just as jealous of someone for hurting David as he is for them loving David. There’s no difference between those two things for him.

  God, that makes it all worse. Torture as— Not punishment but some kind of twisted, obsessive love? Or maybe love is just a kind of torture for him. Farouk told him that love was just— A chemical. Electrons in the brain sending signals. Love was a fungus infecting an ant so it could send its spores all over the jungle so it could infect more ants.

  01/15/19